[melimeli]

So I went off for a week went from 190 to 195 then I lost it again (grrr I hate loosing the same weight that I already lost) and now I am 187! And I feel cute again. I put on my 14's and they are loose (a little) I have been working out every day. 10 min. eliptical and incline 9, 15 min treadmill, 15 min bike. then 20 min of weights. I have gone everyday for 4 days straight. My challenge to myself was to go everyday for the rest of the month. I looked at my butt in the mirror today and it didn't look to shabby. Now my goal is like 145 but for a long time after the baby I felt ugly and now I finally feel like I look good. I want to look better but I feel better about myself. I really want to see what 145 looks like at 5'6" but I hope to see for myself by summer haha... anyway just had to post it so it felt more real