[ikilledrafe]

I ask because...i think of all my ex's and arch nemesis female ex friends. and....more importantly, more maturely. I think about family coming from out of state next month. I've always been pretty heavy. Not huge, but definitely over weight, and everyone at work is noticing the difference. I'm extremely excited to see their faces when they come out. Not only will it make me proud, since im doing this only for myself. But i'll be proud for my mother, because i know that they look at me, and judge her (always have). While that may seem petty. They've always been pretty mean and judgemental. ANDDDD my evil cousin has always competed w/ me. I have a good job, and she has 3 illegitimate children now. Haven't seen her in years. and i think it'll be fun fun fun to look my best when i see her again. (again, this is something i JUST found out about , that they'll be here next month.) so it's not my reason for losing weight, but it'll definately be fun showing off my improved self!