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Old April 16th, 2009, 08:50 AM
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Default Re: Feeling a bit ashamed, frustrated and deprived.

That's where I got my username from! I've never been comfortable going in the ocean or a pool, not since I was a little kid (probably 9 years old). I am focusing on losing the weight, and using that dream as motivation to enjoy the ocean for once!

My local gym has a pool in it, and I felt fine there because I went at a less crowded time. I suggest finding a pool, and daydreaming about the ocean to keep you motivated!
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Height: 5'7
Start Weight: 175
Goal Weight: 125, bikini status

Start Date: March 19, 2009
Wedding Date: June 4th, 2009

April Strength Goals:
Abs- 750
Squats- 750
Pushups- 300

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