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Old May 9th, 2009, 03:30 PM
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Default Re: Feeling a bit ashamed, frustrated and deprived.

I totally agree with everyone...

But if you have been in depression for so long and have barely even left your own house for a couple of years, going to an open beach practically naked is not all that easy....

sorry to all you folks that think its a stupid and silly way to feel...yes it could very well be ego and pride but that is how I feel....its not a conscious thought, its a feeling!

Everyone has their own issues and hurdles they must climb...this has been one of mine. It's been painful. I realize that I am very very luck to live where I do!!!! And now I am finally out and about enjoying it again!
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