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Old May 11th, 2009, 01:23 AM
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Default Re: Feeling a bit ashamed, frustrated and deprived.

Thanks attagirl!
Wow Nashville, waaaaaay different from here. My brother grew up here but he lives in Tennisee too, he thinks it just beautiful there.

I graduated from Moanaloa in 82. I sometimes really feel the need to move to the mainland, but I get .... scared. Ha ha. Na, husband plays music in waikiki 7 nights a week, he would never leave...he's born and raised here. He likes the mainland but he thinks he could never get what he has here...there....besides he would never leave the ocean.

I do feel lucky to be living on the windward side. Its funny, since I have started to "come around" it's like little mini vacations when we go out and about.

I am loving the out doors! For too long I have been holed up with the curtains drawn. No more. I really attribute feeling so good to HORMONES!! I was sooooo depressed for such a long time...I had no idea it could be progesterone and estrogen! I thought I was way too young for that....WRONG! Bio-identicals have saved my life...believe me, I am enjoying myself these days....cutting the carbs has really helped too.

I do go to the beach, quite often - I walk it, I just am not ready to cruise about in a suit yet. I will get there though.

Heres a couple of pictures of Kalama beach (a 3 minute walk from my house) and Lanikai...they came out small, I must have save them wrong.





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