I got a couple suits from Land's End last year - they fit really well -some of them even have underwire bras right in them so you get some control.

I also like tankinis - looks like you are wearing shorts and a tank-top, but they are made for swimming (and will dry out MUCH faster than street clothes).
I totally get what you are saying though - we spend our summer week-ends on the beach & a couple weeks in Mexico in the winter and I LOVE the water...but hate being seen in a bathing suit. I wear a cover-up & take it off just before I get in the water and wrap a towel around myself when I get out...I don't worry about it when I'm IN the water - you really can't see anything anyway

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I try not to care what other people think...but it is hard. I try to think about it this way: I could be sitting on the beach eating ice-cream - and have something to be embarrased about, or be in the water getting some exercise - and have something to be proud of. I still walk pretty fast from the towel to the water tho
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Julie__________________F/37/5'2"__________________Start April 15, 2009
Milestones:ozers6p4
240 - University grad weight - Met July 29, 2009
213 - 50% of the way to goal - Met October 21, 2009

Onederland
180 - High School grad weight
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