[kibskix]

i wouldn't say its ok, but i'd say its normal.
i never weighed myself in high school. the first time i stepped on a scale i was 18 and it said 212. i went down to 180, then 'life got in the way', or as i say, i -let- life get in the way. because being happy with myself seemed too far away and i didnt want to try and fail. it took about 6 years to figure that out. by 21 i was 250lbs. now i'm 24 and 209. i know getting lower will be scary again, but i'd rather be nervous about being in a 'new' body than being in one i can't stand.