Hello everyone

I have been away for sometime. Originally started in 2006, lost 102lbs in 8 months. It came off so fast before my head had a chance to catch up. I felt and looked pretty good

. I slowly strayed and gained 79lbs

Then lost 69 of that but have put back the 79 again in only 6 months!

I noticed that the second time around losing it was WAYYYY harder and did not come off as fast. Do any of you have this trouble? Oh, I am so scared as this is such a long journey. I really need encouragement......

I love the smilies by the way, really say what I am thinking.....lol Thanks for reading this and wish me luck. I am starting July 1st!