If you stick with it, you'll only look better in pictures and on tape
Use this as a motivator, if you can, rather than a depressor. I'm not fond of pictures of myself either - I'm used to what I see in the mirror - not the 'candid' images caught on tape/film. I think I have a distorted self-image from 35+ years of being fat...I'm not sure how that affects what I see when I see my own image, but I'm not sure I trust my perceptions in this area. I guess what I'm saying is that the video prob isn't as bad as you think - you likely see things that no one else does.
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Julie__________________F/37/5'2"__________________Start April 15, 2009
Milestones:ozers6p4
240 - University grad weight - Met July 29, 2009
213 - 50% of the way to goal - Met October 21, 2009
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180 - High School grad weight
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