[shaesgrammi]

I agree with everything you are saying. I did so well for over a year. I hadnt made it to my goal. I felt so great and proud of myself. I didnt even think of those foods as I used to. I guess my mindset was that I had to look for Christmas the first year and expected to keep going after that but as a food addict I now know that I was fooling myself. I thought I could handle a treat or two but I cannot. I was not ready to try the foods that caused me to get here in the first place. I am really only focusing on getting back to feeling healthy again. I felt alive and now I just feel tired. I started today instead of waiting. What the heck was I waiting for?....lol