[tinkerbell85]

Goodness me, I never imagined that an online support group for weight loss would make me feel so utterly **** about myself.

For all of you who think you know better, my son and I have had some major problems with breastfeeding, resulting in him being admitted to hospital. We did it for as long as possible, until all of Mummy's milk dried up. It was on the advice of both the midwife and paedeatrician that I switch to bottles. He is thriving so much better on formula milk. I have had to battle with my emotions to give up breastfeeding, verging on post-natal depression because so many people have told me how much of a crap Mummy I must be to bottle feed my baby. I am crying writing this...you simply do not understand how much I wanted to breastfeed and how much of a failure I feel for not being physically able to do it. I bet some of you are thinking that I don't deserve to be a Mum.

So my only remaining request is this.....Please don't judge until you know all of the information.