[mmlitz]

Inside I am an energetic, crazy, fun, great person. Outside I'm an obese hot mess! I just want my outside to match my outside. I've struggled with weight issues my entire life (or so I thought, now looking back to 18 I wasn't so fat after all). Now 3 kids later and now working from home the pounds are just piling on. I've never been one to be down about my weight, but lets face it the reaction from other people starts to wear you down over time. Even friends and family can sometimes say small things and not even realize the pain it causes. I don't feel as big as I am. I see pictures of myself and can't believe it's me. There is some kind of disconnect between the person I am inside and see myself as, and the person that other people see. I want them to be one and the same. So here I go, 11 pounds down 67 to go.