[zanezara]

my grandmother died 2 days ago.

all i have done is EAT.

i know i see food as comforting but i cannot do this to me or my body any more. I need to do this and do this properly and stop using bad food for sad days, happy days etc.

my mission is to hop on this forum each day because i dont go off the rails when i am reading this on a daily basis.

also i am also going to commit to posting mini goals....do these help????

finally i would love a buddy of sorts ... to help push me each day...is this asking for 2 much???

i know i can do this....