My most sincere apologies
Though if you read back you'll see you didn't say you'd kept it off - but nor do you say you gained it back, so I was wrong to jump to that conclusion and I am sorry it upset you so much.
But I stand over most of what I said. You're nearer goal this time, it's going to be different, almost certainly slower, almost certainly harder. It's not a switch you can turn on and off and expect the same result each time. And you are still right on track at your current rate of loss.