.. i really wish i could keep off mine

i have some crazy addiction.. its driving me insane.. if i hide them.. im just gonna go get them again lol...
I actually have found out that i can handle the bad days... Have had a few... Im actually good with coming up with alot of reasons about why im not losing, lol.. i research everything on the net now.. But... still get stressed, like recently.. working out and gaining.. it sucks!
i Admire you all for giving up the scales, stick with the way your eating and im sure in no time the weight will all come off.