I can't live morbidly obese - here's why

[JohnSantos]

Just a reminder to myself why the pizza and ice cream just ain't worth it:

When the nurse at the doctor's office weighs me, she seems depressed when telling me I'm 378.

Then my nurse has to get the "special extra large" blood pressure arm wrap because I'm too fat for the normal one. One nurse even said she couldn't feel my pulse, which is PATHETIC for me to be that large.

She also can't take my blood through a vein in my arm, because nobody can find it. So a "special nurse" came in, and finally used the back of my hand.

I'm on several different kinds of high blood pressure medication.

My computer chair wheels broke from the weight of my fatness, so the legs are sitting on books now.

I can't climb the ladder to change my smoke alarm battery because I'd snap the ladder in half. Had to pay the kid next door to come over and do it.

I pay a lawn guy to do my mowing and weed control, because I don't want to be seen outside.

I check my mailbox at night when everyone else is indoors.

I pre-tie my shoes because I can't really bend down to tie them.

The checkout girl at the grocery store laughs at me to her friends when I'm in line.

Cutting my toenails is an epic adventure, and makes me tired.

I have constant headaches.

My car squeaks when I get in, and the tires make noise from the extra weight.

I sleep 10 hours a night, and I could easily sleep more because I hate waking up.

I can't fit in restaurant booths, so I'm restricted to ones with tables.

My self confidence went from unmoving to being hesitant to leave the house, because I know the horrible looks I'll receive.

Can't play guitar outdoors because I sweat so much it becomes a hindrance.

People look at me with pity.

Every woman that's opened my eHarmony profile immediately closed me after seeing the picture.

My clothes cost twice as much at the Big and Tall store.

My shower floor makes horrible noises when I get in from the weight. Eventually I think I'll just break the plastic.

Bending over to pick things up is a challenge, I mostly leave any change I drop just sitting there.

My shirt comes unbuttoned from the stress on it. I'm constantly checking it to ensure it's not open.

I have to wear undershirts, even under t-shirts.

I look forward to winter, so I can hide my body.

My legs and arms fall asleep constantly.

ATTENTION JOHN: YOU CAN'T LIVE LIKE THAT.

Do you really want to experience all that crap again? You're an embarrassment.

Read this again and again if you feel the urge to cheat, or order a pizza. Read it before working out. Now hit that treadmill.

[kellu25]

Your right the pizza and whatever else isnt worth it and I think this time around is the first time I really comprehended that. Congrats for being so truthful with yourself thats usually the hardest, and when its tough just read your thread. Good Luck!!

[Miss Phode]

Hi John. Sounds like you're ready to make some changes. Kudos to you.

You'll be amazed at what this way of eating will do for you. No more feeling like you can't control the things you put in your mouth. Low fat diets have always left me feeling deprived, but I never feel deprived on this way of eating. You can eat like a king on this diet, and still lose weight. One of our favorite meals is steamed crab legs when they go on sale at the local grocery store. We can pick them up for $5.99 a pound. I love ribeye steaks, hubby loves NY strip. We eat very very well.

My husband joined me on this WOE last summer. I never thought the man would EVER gain control over his eating. I'd seen him diet on and off before, but it never lasted. This time he has stuck with it. He has so much determination. He's gone from a 52 inch waist to 40 inches, and he's still losing.

When you're determined, you really can do anything you want.

Best of luck to you!

[JohnSantos]

Originally Posted by Miss Phode

He's gone from a 52 inch waist to 40 inches, and he's still losing.

Woah that's awesome! Thanks for the success story, and good luck on the rest of his journey.

[JulieB]

Awesome post John - keep at it - after the first 2 weeks, it just gets easier and easier

[Gottabringmeback]

Keep it up John. I remind myself daily why a stupid piece of pizza, icecream or cake is so not worth the pain. I'd rather see myself happy with the way I look!

[Chihuahua Luvin Gurl]

I am there right now... hoping for some weight loss soon!

[Weizenman]

John, many of the things you wrote about I can identify with. The decision to lose the excess weight has to come from within you and only you can do it. I still have a long way to go, but so far I have lost almost 40 lbs!!!. The best feeling in the world is to be able to fit into clothes that have long been too tight. I am starting to look forward to going outside instead of hiding inside. Whatever diet you decide to do, I wish you luck and even if you trip and mess up, just get right back up and keep on. Do some type of exercise, it will help melt the pounds away. Good luck to you.

[ElizabethLC]

Hi JohnSantos. Welcome to the Atkins diet! I'm pretty new at this myself; I'm in my 3rd week. I decided to set my goals in 2 week increments so that they don't seem too huge at first. Also, I made a journal in the journal chats forum of this board and I've been looking forward each day to typing my plans and food in there... it's helped me feel less overwhelmed with keeping all the induction rules straight and keeping my focus.

I wish you the best of luck!

[Miss Phode]

Originally Posted by ElizabethLC

Hi JohnSantos. Welcome to the Atkins diet! I'm pretty new at this myself; I'm in my 3rd week. I decided to set my goals in 2 week increments so that they don't seem too huge at first. Also, I made a journal in the journal chats forum of this board and I've been looking forward each day to typing my plans and food in there... it's helped me feel less overwhelmed with keeping all the induction rules straight and keeping my focus.

I wish you the best of luck!

That's a good point about setting small goals.