I am feeling better for the most part. I have been dealing with the cold/sinus what ever it is for a month.
I am however back on atkins and I am doing great.
I am still having all the previous issues but I hope one day I can work through all the pain and emotions that go with it. I am going to just keep pushing forward and one day I will make it.

I know that I will never have the support of my birth family. But I do have the support of my family I have here with...

I feel all alone in this world. While watching the locator I got upset about a mom who just walked away from her daughter for over 30 years.
I need to deal with some child hood issues but when having to confront the mom who turned the other way while stuff was going on and then when I told her about things she said I was lying. I try to forgive her and have even been to hypnosis to forgive her but nothing works.
I dont feel like rehashing 30 years of pain with her and...

I am still working on me but currently I have a severe sinus infection. I have had it for a month now and finely went to the dr. I have been off my diet for a few weeks now. I have maintained some weight loss but feel I am loosing the battle soon. I haven't been on the wii lately either. I am on a z pac so hopefully I will get well and get back on my program.

My weight is at a stand still but I continue to feel skinnier. I feel I have more energy. I feel I can fit into my smaller clothes not saying I can but I feel like I could. I am still working on being under 240 so I will have to push my goal to maybe November. Slow is good. So I am good with slow.

I hope today is good. I am playing taxi this week to my daughter and her husband. I hope they get a car soon and I know they do too.

It is a month now since I started my journey. It has been a long hard month. Facing demons and grueling hours of self analysis. I am working on me and that is hard but I keep on going cause in the long run it will be good for me. I am sure that along the way people will get mad and say that I am selfish and I will politely thank them for the recognition.
Life will always be stressful because anytime you are doing right you are going to face hard times.
I haven't posted in a while...