Well I'm so close to 30 pounds gone forever. I posted pictures of myself today on my profile page. Only three of them now, but I think I'll post picts every 15 pounds gone or so =).

I've had a hard time eating lately. Getting my veggies and just food at all has been a bit hard. I don't know really what I'm going to do to fix it, but I'll come up with something.

I made some beef jerky the other day....it's soooo bland. I need to find a good receipe.
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I have not blogged in a few days. So here is just a little something…Well first in exactly one hour it will be my birthday, and I will officially be closer to 30 than 20, lol. Some friends and family will be taking me out to Lone Star Steak House for dinner tomorrow. I’m so excited about going out because most of these people haven’t seen me since I started to lose weight. Now I know that because I’m so over weight I need to lose like 40-50 pounds before it is noticeable, but I’m hoping ONE...

Okay, so I’m not really starting over…but sort of.

First, I posted a thread today about… “To cheat or not to cheat” and it pretty much was asking if anyone thought it would be okay if I had a bite or two of cake on my birthday (Friday) and some sushi. Well….my response was NOOOO, but a lot kinder for the most part. However the first response hit home for me. And a bit of cake and some raw fish wrapped in carbs isn’t going to make me feel better. And in fact if I don’t eat these...

Okay…so this week has been good for the most part. I don’t say great because I went out with some friends on Tuesday night and I thought I was being safe by drinking Long Island Ice Teas with a splash of Diet Coke ….then I feel HORRIBLE when I get home and all day Wednesday. So I’m wondering why I feel so bad, and dadadata! Per my research alcohol is FORBIDEN in this stage of Atkins…Oops!

So it got me to thinking that I need to really go through all that I...

So this is my first blog here. I’m not much of a blogger, but we’ll see how this goes =).

I’ve tried so many diets, pills, prayers, and sins to lose weight. I know that because of my past eating (or lack of) habits when I was much much younger probably has something to do with why my body is so attached to this weight that I carry. I don’t know, just a guess there.

I eat healthier than my husband, who is at a constant perfect weight regardless of his eating. I mean...