I am not sure if there are any country people out there, but this new song is among my Top Ten... I just dont know it fits me so well right now. If you have not heard it, give it a listen.

I have to say that yesterday was a good day for me. I had no cheats and felt for the most part pretty good. The rings on my fingers are starting to get a little loose. The Dr was telling me I should take my wedding ring off for a while in case it needed to be cut off. But it feels better...maybe...

I have great news!
I stepped on the scale this morning and I am down ten lbs. I know it is just water weight, but that was part of starting back. OMG it felt so good to see that number. 10 lbs in 5 days I'll take it.
My shoes are still a little tight, but not bad.
I went out walking this weekend and I intend on doing the same tonight.

It is funny, I was listening to this radio station about shopping. Women like to go shopping when they are depressed but they...

I have tried to get rid of my other entries on my blog. Looking at them doesn't make me feel so good. I would rater just live for today then think about the past.

I am at my highest weight ever now. 246 lbs. and it makes me sick to think about it. Actually I am SICK... I have been suffering with edema since July 18th. Well that is the day that I first noticed my feet turning into troll feet.

My legs and feet are so huge...my toes look so funny -because they are not...

It is hard to believe that it has been that long already. But the numbers are good... or at least I think they are. Granted it has not been a 43 lb loss or anything either.

I started on my journey at 236 and the last time I checked it was down to 214 - so that is 22 lbs.

I have been sneaking in food that I probable shouldnt have in the past three weeks. So if the numbers are up when I go back on the scale, I have no one to blame but myself.
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I am doing well on this diet... or I seem to be. I have started cooking more dishes that interest me. I think my mom might be ready to jump on board the low carb way soon. She has some doctoring to do - so I think that is why she is waiting a bit.

I started on some depression meds and I am hoping this will not cause a stall... but it would beat crying my eyes out on a daily basis.

My husband and I started going to see a counselor and my so called perfect life is not...