I've lost 4 lbs since Saturday, and that makes me ridiculously happy! Just goes to show what a little determination can do!

41 lbs to go!

I am doing well Dedicated, back on track mentally. This week's goal is to sign back up at the gym as I haven't gotten around to it yet.

eDiets is a saviour, by the way! I got an email inviting me back (I was a member years ago) and they gave me a 50% discount, so it wasn't too bad to part with $20 for 3 months access. It's not particularly beneficial for Atkins receipes and all, but it's handy to keep you on track daily to look at it, record your weight, and keep motivated. I like...

It's been 2 weeks now since we broke up, and I'm finally eating 3 meals a day again, back with a relatively healthy appetite, and with the mindset that I can get back on track. I'm over the initial hurt and pain, and unlike last time I have avoided contact with him. It hurts, but I know that its for the best to just cut off all contact with him. I spent a year crying over him before, watching him date other people, hearing all about his new girlfriend, before he decided he was ready to get back...

I weighed in a couple of days ago at 160 lbs, and there I've stayed. I've not been eating properly, although I'm not eaten anything high in carbs. I really need to get myself back on track, but I need to get my mind functioning first.

The worst parts about our relationship being over are the fact that he was my best friend, and I've lost him. He hasn't spoken to me since he broke up with me (despite promising he would, as he has a lot he needs to sort out with me - ie. financially)...

Life is just not working out right now. After all the problems I had 2 weeks ago, my fiance broke up with me last night. This happened 3 years ago, we got back together after a while and things were going to well, but he just says he doesn't want this relationship anymore, doesn't want me, doesn't want to think about settling down, getting married or having kids until much later in life.

I feel so beat up over it. I've forgiven him for so much over the years, and while I respect the...