havent eaten chocolate in over ten years

[squeak]

And this past week I have been eating 300gms and loving it, I cant stop my weight goes up and down drastically and I am upset all the time, There is a lot going on in my life that is not good and it is affecting me in ways I dont like. I have gained ten lbs in a week then lost 5 in two days so I go from eating to not eating and back to eating and back to not eating.

HELP ME PLEASE I dont want to do this, I have never done this this bad before, usually I just dont eat, but now I am binge eating and then starving

[misplaced southerner]

i have never experienced binge eating or even cravings of any kind. this does not sound healthy to me. if you are unable to control what you are doing, perhaps you might consider speaking with a professional to find ways to help yourself. lots of people here deal with cravings but binging is not healthy...good luck!!!

[theredhead]

From reading some of your other posts, I know you're going through a terrible time in your life right now. You must be kind to yourself. Of course, your eating is out of control! We're all here because we use food in inappropriate ways. Don't beat yourself up. You have a lot to deal with and I agree that some professional help would be a good idea right now. Take care. I've already offered prayers for you.

[squeak]

Originally Posted by theredhead

From reading some of your other posts, I know you're going through a terrible time in your life right now. You must be kind to yourself. Of course, your eating is out of control! We're all here because we use food in inappropriate ways. Don't beat yourself up. You have a lot to deal with and I agree that some professional help would be a good idea right now. Take care. I've already offered prayers for you.

I did it again last night, had a steak and salad for dinner and a big bar of chocolate, I lost 1.5lbs during yesterday from the stress of what is going on. I will speak to my counselor on Wed. I usually dont eat foods, but now I am on a chocolate kick and it seems to soothe me. I dont even like chocolates

I go from not eating at all to this madness, I will also see my doctor as my state of mind is really confused with all this madness, and there is more that I am not putting on the topics