Week of New Years: Atkinites.

[Esteliana]

Happy New Years everyone!!

I hope to see a lot of you back within the week, if not, I'll keep on posting here myself. Hehe, like the "Loser" that I am. =) So, it was very nice to sleep in and actually stick to plan like I was supposed to. =) I am going to weigh myself next Monday for the challenge that I joined yesterday! Oooh, I can't wait til it starts. I get to take pics of me and post them on here. Oy, that is one scary thought.

I'm sure all your new years's were way better than mine, but hey, it's all good. Whatever. Anyway, hope to see you guys soon. Muahz and much love. Time to start studying for my National Registry! =) Gonna take a practice test first and go from there.

-Bekka

[Esteliana]

Good morning...?

Where is everyone? I feel kind of left in the dark here, kind of? =( I hope you guys are doing okay and are safe. I haven't heard from you in a while.

Umm, I'm going back to bed after I post this, but I just want to update on how I am doing. I did a practice test yesterday and I got close to passing, which was very amazing for not having studied the material the last two weeks. The good thing though, is that I have an amazing memory for stuff that I really want to learn, especially if it's pertaining to my future. Way awesome.

I powerwalked two miles yesterday and it was the most amazing feeling ever. I absolutly loved every minute of it, feeling the sweat pour off me. I'm going again today, when I wake up again, of course and do some weights and another two miles on the treadmill. Way fun stuff. I wish I had a friend I could go with. I feel all alone when I go alone and it makes me sad. Oh well. I guess thats what I get for not having a best girlfriend. =(

Anyway, hope to see some posts today. Much love.

=Bekka

[blue996]

Hi Bekka,


I'm not sure where everyone went...I hope they are still on plan!

[Einy]

Hi all.. I think things will start to ramp up right after the past holiday and hopfully we hear from everybody by early next week tops.

As for me, back to full speed at work.. things started to pile-up already.

As for the plan, I started new challenges this month. Let's see how it will turn out. I am now a size 42.. yeeeeeeee.. Dropped from 46 to 42 now.

[Esteliana]

Great job on the size 42 Einy!!! =)

I'm just moving right along, slowly and surely. If there were somehow a way I can be 199 by next Monday, that would be awesome too. And if there were some way I can get rid of my abusive friend, the only one that ACTUALLY wants to spend time with me, that would be amazing. -sighs- And if that happens, I don't have anyone to hang out with, except for my boyfriend and ya. I don't know.

I decided not to go to the gym today because my wrist is killing me and needs to rest itself and not be used, you know? Ya. I'll do the excercises I need to do and all that jazz.

Can't wait til monday for the new challange to begin! wOOt! It's going to be very exciting. I have to figure out what goal I can make by Marchish.

Anyway, how are you all for those who are still around?

-Bekka

[blue996]

Like everyone else coming back to work is busy! Bekka - please don't spend time with a friend who is abusive. If you want to see him have you talked to him about how he makes you feel?

[Esteliana]

We're fine now. Thank goodness. He just gets into those moods where he gets jealous if I tell someone something and he doesn't know what I told them. It's weird.

But anyway. I made it another day without cheating, so that puts me at 10 days cheatfree. =) Can't wait til I am 199. I want to see under 200 so freaking bad right now. It's crazyness.

I almost had an AMI at work today. (Acute MYocradial Infarction- HEart Attack) cause my assistant manager wanted to talk to me. I swear, I thought I was getting fired, since my probation isn't up til 60 days. He wants me to work in the bakery as well as floral now because they need the help. Totally fine with me. I need the hours. =) What a relief, huh?

Umm, I look skinnier in the mirror now. Thank god the bloatiness has gone away.

Anyway, see you all later!

-Bekka

[Esteliana]

=/ Still no sign of anyone else. I know I sent a message to Brian a week ago and I still haven't gotten a response from him. I wonder where on Earth he is since he was the one that convinced me to come back here in the first place when I was cheating. ><

It's strange how I wake up at this time and I don't show any signs of fatigue. Even though my mind is telling me that I need more sleep, my body is telling me that I don't need to. lol. Once again, I look in the mirror and I can see another drastic change from yesterday to today.

Monday is right around the corner, that is when I will take my oh so embarassing pictures of me....ahhhh, frighteningly scary, but whatever, its for me to see a change, I guess. And I get to measure myself and then from what I weigh Monday morning, I'll figure out an easy goal that I can reach by the end of March, very close to my birthday. =P wOOt.

Umm, how are all of you lovely people doing. I hope to see more activity here in the next few days.

-Bekka

[blue996]

I am happy to hear things are better Bekka but make sure you stay around people who are supportive as you already have your hands full with your family at times. I am not sure what happened to everyone else but I am glad you came back and are sticking to it.

[Esteliana]

Thanks sweetie. =) It gets really hard sometimes at home when parents are always negating what I do. It's horrible which is why I run away to my dream world. Ha ha.

I had the most emotional day yesterday. It's confirmed that my ex is indeed ignoring and could care less about me. -sighs- I opened myself up to him saying that I made a HUGE mistake in breaking up with him and I Have regreted ever since that day. Oh well. I don't know what the future might have in store for me, so I could never know what will happen. He's like the only guy I could actually see myself marrying and I don't think I will ever meet anyone else like him, ever. Yay for me for being so stupid.

Anyway, Monday will be the day that I take measurements and weigh myself, just to keep consistent and see how many pounds or inches I lose. Mind you, I haven't weighed or taken any measurements in a really long time, so I am excited to see the results.

I'm also going to be looking for a new buddy system because I don't see that anyone has come and posted here except for Einy. =(

-Bekka