Starting to like the camera again...

[Gottabringmeback]

When I was younger...and much skinner I was very pleased with the way I looked..the shape of my body..etc. I am more grateful now that I am healthy and have been blessed with that but I can't wait to have the right to be confident. (hope you understand what I mean)

The last pictures I really took of me where when I was about 15...that's the last time I really remember skirts and dresses. Although I could wear skirts and dresses to the office now, I choose not to because I am not pleased with the way I look in them. There are alot of people that would be shocked to see me show up in anything else but a dress shirt and black suit pants BUT I don't and I won't until I feel ready.

I'm a hobby photographer and am constantly taking pics but none of me. I recently played around with my camera and I noticed the double chin is gone..my cheeks are smaller..and my face is not one round ball anymore..I'm not ready to take full pics yet (and find them presentable) BUT soon I will and I can't wait.

My gift to myself when I reach my goal is to hire a personal photgrapher and take all the pics I've had ideas for all these years... Beach, waterfall, portrait..so many ideas and this time I'll be the subject.

Here is one the other day that I find an improvement.




Thanks for listening to me blab...

[sallyseachange]

Great news that you're seeing the difference in your face. Very nice pic. Looking forward to the next instalment!