Well I just finished two weeks of a sparkling clean induction. And ive lost 14 lbs. 10 lbs the first week and 4 lbs the next.
This week i really have been working on portion control and drinking that water..also getting a daily walk in. I actually broke down and bought a treadmill so i would have no excuses with bad weather and all. I would love to do strength training..but going to a gym isnt an option so i need to find out how to do that at home..without buying costly equiptment. If anyone can suggest something id appreciate it. I heard push-ups is good..but honestly, i cant do ONE.
I do feel a little overwhelmed because I have sooo much weight to lose. And i just want to start feeling better. Everyday is a struggle..making the right choices..taking the time out for me so that i can make healthy meals, etc.
I know i should just look at it one day at a time. Its funny how strong denial is..and u dont notice the weight coming on. Even when i would try on clothes for example of my previous size..and they werent fitting..i tell myself it must be a small cut. Never occuring to me that it was my *** getting too big and not the pants being too small. HA. And then u see a pic of yourself and its like Whos that fat lady wearing my clothes?
Then all the stress ive been thru the past several years. I used to think i deserve this piece of cake..no ones been thru what i have..i deserve to be rewarded. Now i realize to truly reward myself is to take care of myself..and put myself first for a change. Ive never ever done that before.
Ok enough of my ramblings...im moving on to the extended induction board. See you all there! Good luck to everyone on your journeys.
This week i really have been working on portion control and drinking that water..also getting a daily walk in. I actually broke down and bought a treadmill so i would have no excuses with bad weather and all. I would love to do strength training..but going to a gym isnt an option so i need to find out how to do that at home..without buying costly equiptment. If anyone can suggest something id appreciate it. I heard push-ups is good..but honestly, i cant do ONE.
I do feel a little overwhelmed because I have sooo much weight to lose. And i just want to start feeling better. Everyday is a struggle..making the right choices..taking the time out for me so that i can make healthy meals, etc.
I know i should just look at it one day at a time. Its funny how strong denial is..and u dont notice the weight coming on. Even when i would try on clothes for example of my previous size..and they werent fitting..i tell myself it must be a small cut. Never occuring to me that it was my *** getting too big and not the pants being too small. HA. And then u see a pic of yourself and its like Whos that fat lady wearing my clothes?
Then all the stress ive been thru the past several years. I used to think i deserve this piece of cake..no ones been thru what i have..i deserve to be rewarded. Now i realize to truly reward myself is to take care of myself..and put myself first for a change. Ive never ever done that before.
Ok enough of my ramblings...im moving on to the extended induction board. See you all there! Good luck to everyone on your journeys.




Keep up the good work!!
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